Anais

//**anais' pagee! :] No Durrr!? **

The Hole in the Wall //

//You, you showed me everything there is to love you, you are the reason why I am broken looked with closed eyes all I got was pain

Who am I without you? will I be on the search for myself for long? is there anything to search for at all? were you my everything? if so, does that mean I have nothing?  Did you truly love me? was it love like aphrodite? did I harm you? just know I love you.. . //

Is there much to know about me?

// is there much to know about me? I doubt there is my name, my home, my birthplace reflect nothing of who I am or will be

Can you stay long enough to figure me out? I doubt you can I repel everything and everyone I love I live with regrets

Are you as lonely as me? I doubt it A loner with only music as her muse my room is my sanctuary

Are there others like me? I hope so disgraceful to my race? I hope no //

// Lollipop //

// Usualy round but small

a pleasure to all

With my juicyness and sweet flavor

I am very good to savor

with my stem beneath me

you peel away my skin

bite into my hard surface //

//Tears //

Oh how these tears fall young girl must truly be broken sitting oh so sad in that hall her tears were shedding like a token she seemed as if trying not to bawl Her sadness filled the air as her tears felt silently to the ground such suffering, I could never bear

Oh how happy I am free, sparkling, and wet no longer am I a silent lamb I sparkle as if I were a garnet Free! Free! yes I am How delicate and precious so important, so emotional, so mysterious I was so anxious but now I am free!

//anaisss!! :] //

// I am lazy

I am useless

I am the slug

I am the pain in my moms butt

I am the television

the computer

the texter

the annoying voice in heads

I am the hyper active monkey

I am the vaccum in the fridge

the cause of all the yelling

I am a rat

the dent in the couch

the mess on the floor

I am a teenage daughterr :) //

mother nature Blood pouring from my eyes <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">No brain inside this scalp  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Lightning striking from the sky  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Hurricane through my veins  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Tornado through my mind  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Volcano in my heart  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Magma in my eyes  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Water dripping from my tears  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Trees all in my system  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Earthquake through out my life  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">I guess nature is my mother  <span style="background-color: #00ff00; color: #008000; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: right;">Or mothers are a part of nature i will never know unless i see the future <span style="background-color: #00ffff; color: #000080; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; font-size: 160%; text-align: center;">Day Dreaming <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">lets pretend like I was never born <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Lets pretend when u fall in love ur heart wont be torn  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Lets pretend there is no such thing as war  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Lets pretend I can make a dream off shooting stars  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Like why cant I have my own friends  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">And why do I always have to pretend? <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">My life is a gift <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">that’s why its called the present  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">But my feelings are partial  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Like a crescent  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Moon and  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">I should be the moon man  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Off earth  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Thts how im feeling  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Im so lost  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">I see illusions  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Trapped in a maze  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Life is so confusing  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">How do I know the right path is what im choosing? <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">Cuz honestly I have no idea what im doing <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">My reflection cant even be me  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">God told me life isn’t easy  <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">But how do I know tht was really him? <span style="background-color: #000080; color: #00ffff; display: block; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS',cursive; text-align: center;">I have no idea what to believe